Oh dear lord. I am due on and every one and everything is pissing me off.
I know I’m in a bad mood but I do feel like people are also going out of their way to be the biggest dickheads they can be.
The house is a tip and it’s really getting me down. Everywhere I look is stuff, there’s definitely weight behind the cluttered lives, cluttered mind thing. I feel completely overwhelmed with my to do list, but when I try write down what I need to do I’m hardly coming up with anything.
I’m on the brink of tears, but I don’t know why, and I don’t know what to do. Part of me wants to just get in the bath for an hour, read a book, calm down. But part of me is panicking that I should be doing something more important. I need to get out of the mindset that I need to constantly be working, but I can’t.
However, writing this down I realised I’m going to get in the bath. Everything else can wait.
Except for hunting for chocolate. That’s happening first.