Mentally and physically. Physically I've done something to my back/ribs . It happened last night in the kitchen. Something twinged and then pain just got worse and worse. The boy asked if I needed to go to hospital and part of me was like, 'yes, I think I'm dying' the stabbing pain was starting under … Continue reading December 3rd – a bump in the road
It’s 4.40. I’ve just heard the boy drive away. I’ve not yet been to sleep, my head is still too full to switch off. I’ve wrote three reviews, and two blogpost though, so at least the time hasn’t be wasted. His opening line to me this morning was “you are so frustrating” that’s not how … Continue reading Boy bye.
I have so much to do today yet I feel completely compelled to sit down and write. Which is super increasing the mummy guilt, as I feel like I'm just not showing Delta the attention I should be. However I feel if I don't write I'm going to break and she's doesn't want a broken … Continue reading Taking a moment.
It's amazing how the tiniest bit of encouragement can make you want to do great things. A few good comments on my live Facebook commentary today made me absolutely love writing again. I've been in a bit of a rut recently. I write when I can't cope, when I feel so sad I can't get … Continue reading Monday, Monday.
Today I have walked round Barca for hours. Just me and my thoughts. Occasionally some music, but mainly just silence. It's funny how observing others can make you see yourself better, I've realised some things, and confirmed some things, and now I am so ready to go home, I feel like I have some firm … Continue reading Barcelona musings
Today was quite a big day for me for a lot of reasons. Not all of which I will blog about and only one will get mentioned in this post. Today.... I wore... A bikini. Stop the press. You're probably reading this like what the actual hell. People do this every day, this is not … Continue reading My body is a beach body
For a day. The drive home from Cornwall took forever or at least it definitely felt that way. The kids were angels. I was an insecure mess, the boy was moody and silent. The boy has a friend. A girl. Let's call her Sophie. Sophie is just a friend. I believe him. I low key … Continue reading Back to normality
Jani. Jack and Dani. Completely giving me life right now. These last two episodes, oh my word, who knew it could be so deep. Do you know when your watching and you think this is my life. She's mad at him for something he hasn't done because she so scared of being hurt. He instead … Continue reading Love island is life
Thank fuck the tables have turned. My baby boy woke me up by climbing into my bed and being ridiculously cute. I accomplished loads last night orders are up to date. Teachers gifts are done and have been sent to school. New planner has been purchased. Photos are ready to be printed for the wall. … Continue reading
I've just caught up with last nights Love island. I have such a love hate relationship with the show. The way they are playing with poor Dani's emotion is making my heart break a little bit for her. I am only just controlling the urge to scream at the TV that he loves her, he's … Continue reading Love Islands Muggy Megan