Every where I turn, babies

Meadowhall today was filled with babies. I don't know if I'm a bit hyper sensitive, but seriously everywhere turn, there was a baby, and gorgeous babies too. I know, I know all babies are cute, these babies though super cute. And everywhere. I could literally feel my ovaries aching. (I've still not had a period … Continue reading Every where I turn, babies


Oh, baby.

So last night the boy confessed he was scared about the whole baby thing and needed me to do a test sooner rather than later. I've been putting it off. I don't think I'm pregnant. At all. I think I'm ridiculously stressed about money or the lack of it and that's causing the delay. Even … Continue reading Oh, baby.

Soft play hell

I hate soft play during the school holidays. I avoid it like the plague. However today I've been coerced, and as I actually have a shit ton of work to do, I stupidly thought maybe I could crack on while they ran themselves ragged. Nope. Lincoln came to me crying. A boy had hit him. … Continue reading Soft play hell

Silly Cycle

So day 42, forty bloody two and my baby dreams have come to an abrupt end. I'm cursing my body, tender boobs, slight nausea I was convinced it'd happened. However no. Laying in the tent this morning, I had one of this really good cries. Crying because however much I'd convinced myself I'm ok with … Continue reading Silly Cycle


So as we are all besties now I thought fuck it we can have a personal post. Maybe some people sending me some positive vibes is what I need. Quick back story both me and the boy have kids from previous relationships. My three. His two. His two are older. Teenagers. Mine are teeny babies. … Continue reading TWW

Silly wasps

Linc just got stung by a wasp. And was hysterical. I’ve never been stung by a wasp and judging from his reaction I never ever want to be. However this is not the point of my post. The point is I lost my cool. Despite what you may think. I am a very laid back … Continue reading Silly wasps