I'm completely loosing my shit. Boy is making me turn my phone off for the night, he thinks it'll help. I think I'm not going to have anything to distract me from my thoughts and I don't know what that's going to do to me.
Oh dear lord. I am due on and every one and everything is pissing me off. I know I'm in a bad mood but I do feel like people are also going out of their way to be the biggest dickheads they can be. The house is a tip and it's really getting me down. … Continue reading January 5th – where is all the chocolate?
For as long as I can remember I would have always said I was allergic to smells. It's tough. No one quite understands it, hell, I don't really understand it, but also no one believes me or takes it seriously. My mum still gets reed diffusers, the boy still buys candles. And I get that … Continue reading Allergic to smells
Somethings flipped again. I got this weird feeling that I couldn't shake and then I felt myself slipping. It was a good day too. Eldest kids are back at school and though I have actually missed the noisy little grotters slightly. It's been good to get a tiny bit of routine back. Delly fell asleep … Continue reading January 3rd – flipped
Yesterday went by in an absolute blur, desperate to the best person I could be, I felt I actually accomplished nothing. Though I did, I completed over 20 orders, managed a little walk and had a very relaxing shower. Planner, blog and kid wise, healthy eating, work - massive fail. I'm feeling shockingly overwhelmed by … Continue reading January 2nd – Chasing my tail
Well its the new year, in a lot of ways I am not ready, however my money game is on form! So if you missed my last post on money, you can catch that here, it tells you all about the lengths I'm taking to ensure I have the most financially stable year I can. … Continue reading January 1st – Money game is strong!
This year has been the best and worst of my life, and those emotions have been so intertwined with each other, I wouldn't even say it's been a rollercoaster, more that ride that shoots you into the air and then drops you just as quick. I think I've blamed myself for too much, even typing … Continue reading December 31st – a look back
People annoy me. Greatly. So I got an arsey message today off some one who had seen my Instagram story and wanted to let me know that posting a photo of my tree and the gifts under it isn't socially acceptable, and maybe I had gone overboard with my kids? I didn't want them going … Continue reading December 26th – judgey people
I'm struggling to get out of bed. Somethings wrong with me but I don't know what. I just can't quite put my finger on it. I can't tell you how I feel because I'm not really feeling anything. I keep trying to make myself feel something, but its just not happening. I'm talking about things … Continue reading December 23rd – Meh
Last night (we'll tonight as I'm writing this at 8pm on Wednesday) was supposed to be date night. I told super romance, just the two of us, old school Xbox, blankets sofa, bliss. Let me tell you it's not bliss. It's been a shit day, hair cutting, chicken pox, the kids following me round untidying … Continue reading December 20th – Date night